today have a very long day..miss ang awarded our class with 'toberlone' (dunno how to spell) for those that did well in prelim..i got one too..lols..shared it with my friends althought very small only..but friendship first..(= den she said today have NSP..so just come..but my motive of coming was not really for the NSP..but was to send her home..so waited for her till around 7 plus..mood was not very good at that time..but i still did not show it out..have a chatting session with xiang wei..den after that walk with her boon hao, wilson and jun wei to the bus stop..board the bus..and took a seat in the upper deck..can see that she was not very comfortable with my presence..sorry..haix..den boon hao and wilson still adding fuel to it..making me a bit more dulan..but nevermind..after they left, i change my seat and sit with her..have some very little conversation with her..and soon...it's her that stop..so we got down the bus, den walk with her to the lift and see the lift going up her floor..the time i had with her was very short..how i wish that the clock can stop so i can have a longer time with her..i was very reluctant to leave her block..but what can i do?..haix..i'm so useless..what to do? blame on myself..den i took 156 back..instead of having our NSP in school, we have it outside the skcc there..didn't really feel like doing it but just force myself to pen down the answer..