It comes to a point where I am really tired about trying, or rather just tired about every damn thing.
I'm not sure how other people see me. But it is just me that I am willing to go out of the way to help someone if it is within my means. But somehow rather, being nice to everyone eventually was being seen as me being pretentious. Being helpful to everything I see became my weakness. Every simple things I did feels like it is being scrutinised in which I feel life has become meaningless.
Just feel like giving a loud roar to get this off my chest. In the meantime, I pray that I will be given wisdom and direction to guide me through this life journey.