Friday, August 29, 2008
- 10:13:00 PM
today is the teacher's day celebration man!! haha. cool! morning went to sculpture park and meet angie to collect flower. den walk to school. first flower i gave Miss Tan Pei Kee!!! haha. the damn damn damn just damn good teacher la. haha. was damn early man!!! haha. den had a walk around the empty land near our school. was bored la. but good for health! it has been a long time since i had went for a jog man! haha. time to exercise! after that went to find angie and get the flower from her den dashed down. den...........nah, mrs tan! flower give you..haha. she was so so so touch lor. haha! actually not that la. but say i'm sweet! yummy! haha. english lesson had a movie screening! haha. was a REAL NICE SHOW!! teacher said that it is a sad show but we heard till it is a SEX(SAD) SHOW !!! hahahaha. had the teacher's day concert.! was not bad. but i cant be myself.!!!! argh!! coz beside me are all TEACHERS!! so i cant SHOUT AND CHEER AND BOO AND AND AND AND....many more la. after that went to koufu to eat. on the way..just found out yesterday was xin deng birthday!! haha. lunch had mee pok dry..chilli more more..vinegar more more..vegetable more more..haha! den went to the nearby bakery to buy a small cake for xin deng!! haha. $10 only man. was nice too!! haha. den celebrate at the 260 basketball court that small little hut there.! xin deng looks very happy man. coz this is the first time he celebrate his birthday with us!! woah man! but nvm. there will be more next time! so took bus to anchovale CC den went for gym-ing!! haha. time to train up man!! around 4 went for swimming! had a great swim and great time there man! so many ppl are there. haha..that's all! picture think will come soon. if i free la.hehe XD
Thursday, August 28, 2008
- 4:25:00 PM
and FINALLY...
prelims are over..
hehehehe..
was quite a smooth one i think,
but definately i got to study more than what i have now..
haha..today was the dnt paper..
haha..was damn funny la..
i was like keep playing with miss lim?
coz we all like finished already..
den waiting for the collection only..
haha. i keep kajiaoing her..hehe.
the paper was quite okay la..do-able..haha!
that's all man.=D
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
- 10:07:00 PM
FINALLY HAD A CHANGE OF BLOG SKIN..!
haha..
this was proudly doned by :
JESSICA, the cross bridge destroy bridge girl!
HEEEEHAAAA!!!
thanks a MOLE. man!
=)
i had thought over it again..
the last and the only last..
CHANCE
i will be giving myself..
will be
the time after her N' level..
and
my O' level..
from that time onwards..
if we are not meant to be..
i will have..
nothing more to say..
Sunday, August 24, 2008
- 5:43:00 PM
i had given myself false hope again..
and also wishful thinking again..that day..
she was just joking with me..
if you are mine..
you will be mine..
everything will come out soon..
Thursday, August 21, 2008
- 10:35:00 PM
okay..yesterday..20/08/2008..
i proposed to her again..=)
but..by msging..=)
like how it happened last year on the 20/07/2007..
but this year was better..
she did not reject me or said anything negative..
but rather..more fun and more comfortable for me..=)
i think i may have a chance now..
but..i believe she still need more time..=)
i've already waited for 1 year 6 months 7 days..
and i'll continue waiting..
when i'm msging her..
i can feel the happiness and the love for her..
it is just really that great..
i just hope that one day..
she will be my girlfriend..and be my wife.=)
that may seems so so so far and impossible..
but..everything is possible.=)
anna..i will carry on running and win this race..=)
even if i'm injured..i will continue..
i will piggy back you..when you are injured.=)
that's my promise..
i will endure on and always love you..
anna.i.love.you.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
- 9:19:00 PM
What Goh Jun Yang Means
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You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.
You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.
You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.
You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.
You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
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Sunday, August 10, 2008
- 10:30:00 PM
during the camp..
there's this real loneliness in me..
coz most of the time..
i'm alone..
the feel of no friends..
really sucks..
i wanna get high..
but there are things somehow that are keep pushing and preventing me from getting high..
even thought i'm confident..but
i'm lack of this confident called the self-confident..
it is the self-confident of appearance..
i'm feeling kinda inferior when i saw the guys out there..
comparing with them..
i have no looks..
i cant speak good english..
i am not rich..
i cant attract girls..
i am not fashionable..
i have an old school hairstyle..
i only love old old old old till cannot old songs..
i am old school and stupid..
i feel that this are the reason(S) why there's no chance for me..
in the camp..
we are so close but yet so far..
they can play a fool with you..
talked to you closely..
but i cant..
there's kinda jealousy in me..
i have everything that i want..
but there is this feeling..
a feeling of empty-ness in my heart..
without you..everything just seems so empty..
i'm just like a walking zombie..
just an empty shell walking and wondering..
i dunno what to do and what am i doing..
you dun need to feel bad coz i will feel bad..
you said you owe me one..
a big one..
but i dun wanna you to repay me..
but rather..
to pray..
to hope..
to wish..
to look forward..
that it will change to a chance..
just a single chance for me to be with you..
i'm really back to this love trap..
trap in the darkness and empty-ness..
i just love you..
but..
do you believe?
i dunno..
Saturday, August 9, 2008
- 9:30:00 PM
okay..
back to blogging.=)
yesterday evening went to vivo
and meet yunyu first..
coz going to the camp in sentosa..
was really tired after a long day
in school, gym and swimming pool..
haha.after that..
wilson shir, shiying and anna came..
followed by some of anna's friends..
so..waited for boon to come.
den after that went to take the monotrail to the beach station..
okay..had some ice breaker..
was not bad..my team was with wilson..
and was named water.=)
blue for water..cool.=)
followed by some games..
was quite fun..
but my shoe are sandy..
so this make it unconfortable..
haha..next was the 'oylmpic' race..
haha..i named it that..
coz looks like an oylmpic torch lighting..
haha..
i and 4 of the group menbers are being tied leg to leg..
we got to walk a distance and tap the hand for the candle walker..
use raffia string to tied..
was okay la..
not that painful..
but the girl on my left are complaining.
.but she's good..she endured it.!=)
haha.for me..serious.i dun feel any pain..
hehe..results was our team won..
den was followed by some water linked activities..
got to go down water and scoup water up to a cut..
haha..we completed it but in the end..lost..haha..
and i got a change of team to wind..so from water to wind..
not bad la..but was more boring..haha..i was like left out?
den was some hostage saving la..quite boring?
den next was a short break..
followed by the next game..more 'warfare' one..
haha..some grabbing of lightsticks..
okay..first..i was kinda soft coz it was just a game right..
but there's this guy man..
played damn rough..so okay..
you play rough..i play with you..
so next round he came again..
and i played the same roughness as him..
he did not get me this time..
but i lost..coz out numbered by other teams..
haha.but after that game..
i had a handshake with him and everything was history.=)
after that was so call breakfast..
went to 7-eleven to buy maggie mee.
den after that..
NIGHTWALK!!
headed to the dragon trail..
haha..my partner was sherry..
a small sized, gentle and afriad girl..
before it started..
she was like very scared and
her tears are like danggling at the eyes there..
can see she very scare la..okay.
so soon..was out turn..
and we wen off for our trail..
it was really very dark when the torch are not on..haha.
she was really very scared..
she turn on all her light that she have..
and this causes some discomfort to my eyes..
so i asked her to switched off and used mine instead..
but she still shine la.hahaha..
i was like talking to her all way long..
trying to distract her from the surrounding..
and remove some fear in her..
she was walking side by side with me..
i asked her..you wanna walked behind me?
coz like that..if anything scared is i kena first la..
but dun think she heard me..
so side by side..and suddenly..
one freak came out..
she was scared and broke down into tears..
sitting down on the trail..
so..i calm her down..and very soon..
we are back on our way..=)
there's quite alot of scary mask man..
and there's this guy that use the branches to poke me..
so i turned back and saw him smiling at me..
hahaha..lame..
and saw some stationary mask lying or hanging..
but i asked sherry not to look...
coz it is really very disgusting and scary..
haha..she cried when she was being scared by the ppl..
so i ask her..do you wanna me to hold your hand?
she straight away hold my hand and we walked on..
but the road are getting narrower..
so i change to i hold her hand..
haha..she got a small wrist..lols.
and there's still some idiot scaring la..
as she was scared..she turned on some music to calm herself..=)
haha..and soon..we had reached the ending point..
haha..i said a great job to her..haha.!
she is a brave girl man..
against all odds, she still continued with the walk..
den had a short rest at the end point den walked back..
anna came and talked to me..she told me that sherry said a thankyou to me
and said i'm very gentleman leh..haha.
even thought i may look bored and hack care..
but deep inside me..i'm really happy..
really happy that you came and talked to me..
even thought i said ''it's okay, go and join your friends..''
but i really hope that you can stay with me and talk to me forever..i like that feeling..
we have never been so close except that moment..
how i wish..you can forever talk to me this way..so close and so comfortable.=)
for the nightwalk..to me la..seriously..
i think it is not that scary..
not trying to boast..
but really not scary la..maybe coz is not alone..
the only scary thing are the props-mask only..
haha..coz maybe form sec 1 i was kena scare till big by my sirs..
haha.from this walk..
i know quite alot of things about her..
haha.
her name is sherry, 16 from huayi secondary..
is a sec 4 o levels students..
from pure science to sub..
den was in robotic..
den wanna go to a jc after graduating..
haha..so after that..
went back to starting point and dismissed from there..
walked back..
den got this guy wear the mask and stand staring beside me..
he must be thinking he can scare me..
but i dunno he beside me..
den i heard yunyu and anna laughing..so
..i look at yunyu and anna..
den i turn..haha..
i saw him..right beside my face..haha..
opps..too bad..you did not scared me..
haha..find another target man..haha.=)
after that..went to mac for breakfast with anna, yunyu, geogina, boon and wilson..
den went home..sleep till 5pm..
anna..i really really love you..i still hope for the chance to appear..will you give me?but...will this day ever come?我爱你.
