Tuesday, September 30, 2008
- 10:17:00 PM
seriously i need someone to free me. i dunno am i under stress or having depression. my temper get heat up very easily compared to last time! what is happening to me man! everything just seems crushing down on me! help me please. what you look outside of me is just an external view. but what is deep inside. no one knows. not even myself! i really lost man! i have everything that i want! but there is just this simple thing that is lack in! i dunno what is it. coz i'm finding it. or maybe i'm just thinking too much. life is justhisimple but yet so complicated. i'm really stress. i'm feeling that i'm a nail in everyone's eyes. and i'm feeling very outcast!! save me!! so went swimming just now from 6.30pm to 8.30pm. i'm feeling very relax and free from this world.! everything that are bothering me are gone.! the tranquil and quietness. i just love that feeling. how i wish i can just be like a fish and swim! with no worries.. how i wish to be like them.. how? __________? maybe? but what will happen to my family and friends? i'm really lost man. life is full of choices. one wrong choice may lead to a deadly consequences. can someone tell me what to do? i wish i cant bother anything! just lead a happy go lucky life style!
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it is really hard to find someone to talk to when the time comes.
