today early early morning..i cant sleep..just lie on bed and daydream..suddenly in the silent nigh, loneliness and sadness strikes me..dunno why..but i think it's that problem again.den morning followed sister to beside ceni leisure(dunno how to spell) to the what market..where you can set up your own stall and sell your own things..quit alot of ppl...den help my sis to tend the stall..damn boring..almost all is ladies stuff..from 12 to 7pm i'm sitting there doing nothing..wanted to msg ppl to kill the boredness..but got no one..working one at work..studying one studying..sleeping one still sleeping..very bored, bored..got to know my sis friend's boyfriend..he looks like a ah beng, with tatoos, dyed hair..but he is not..he is totally different from what his appearance presence him..he is a funny, caring, kind guy..in life we really cannot judge someone by it's appearance..we got to see the full picture b4 making any conclusion..den around 7 plus packed up and went home..watch tv and slack..after that..a msg come..my heart went back to soft again..haix..sibei sian..if now i got a cup of 'wang qin shui' i will definately drink it and forget all the sorrow and lead a brand new life..i gonna be strong and get through this bloody obstacle..that's all man..take care..for those taking exams, all the best...for those working, may all things go smoothly..for those sleeping, sweet dreams man..

gonna be this strong..

lifting a giantic metal ball