Wednesday, March 5, 2008
- 4:57:00 PM
today had career semilar..first was the mr sam talks..he was very funny..the way he talks, draw my attention as he speaks the way we speaks..he was a joker man..always joke and add jokes into the talk. the talk is about marraige.. den after a an hour or so..he took out 50 bucks.den say who want den come up take..so i wan.den i go up and take..and he gave me..so today earn $50..during recess, treat jp, yz, jess, tw and david..den after school..treat rafiqah, insyrah, safira, kwee ann and yoing hong, edmund, junjie and zhengda..so total around 20 gone..nevermind la.share the joy with them..den after that had the interview..was quite nervous..but my class very supportive..thanks 5C..love your lots..den the result came out.i got 1st prize..total got 4 competitor..so today was quite lucky..den after that went for chem lesson..got back result slip.not bad la.den went to eat with jess and yz..had some chat..den went home..althought i got the $50 and 1st in interview..i dun really feel the joy in me..i know there is something that is lacking..and that is the lack of your smile and happiness..when you are happy, i will be happy..when you are upset, i will be upset..it is true..
and this feeling sucks..there was no jog even though i had won..
AGAPE? am i considered as a AGAPE?
or am i considered as a stupid?
you are testing my patience, once you cross my limit, there is no way out for you. you better treasure all your friends around, once lost, it will be gone FOREVER. and you better dun say, i regret.
