Thursday, June 26, 2008
- 12:00:00 AM
okay..bad news..my chinese oral is on my birthday..
bored bored bored..
school till 2 plus.oral to 4 plus 5..
den come back..tuition to 10..
there goes my birthday man..haha.
sorry people.cannot date me already.haha.
today, i msg her..
i msg her and ask her for the final and last time..
do i ever stand a chance to be with you?
but the answer is a no..okay, i'll face it..i wont bother you anymore..
for the past one year,
i've been waiting asking and pleading for this chance,
but i was not given the chance, not even ONCE..
and it was rejection all the way.. i've been giving in to you for the past one year plus..
not because i'm afraid of you..
but because i just love you too much.
and the too much has been abused..
when there are problems,
you will turn to me automatically..
but when there isn't..
you wont..
you've taken my kindness as my weakness.
but since you do not know how to appreciate it..
forget it.
i got nothing more to say..
and please, if in future,
dun msg me to say that you like me or what..
coz you will mess up my life again.
and if i were to find a girlfriend at that time..
it wont be fair to her..
coz i've given you a long time to make a decision..
but you did not treasure it but rejected me with many reasons..
different in religions and all sorts..all my friends all says that it is all bullshit..but nevermind, i accepted all your reasons.
so please, if ever one day you like me..dun tell me..coz i will be lost again..and i'm afraid i'll fall in love with you again..coz i know i will.
i wish you all the best. and pray that you will be happy always. and i shall take away all your saddness..
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chan pui yi anna, i once loved you.
but fate messed it all up.
